Sunday, April 15, 2007

I had a really creepy dream last night.First let me give a pregnancy update.They moved the c-section to may 4 and apparently my hemoglobin(iron)is low so i'm taking iron pills.The dr said it may not be enough and that I'll probably need a transfusion and my risk of bleeding out is higher.I may also end up with a historectomy.O.k. so back to the dream.I was sitting in a room,my friend Kaleb was on my left and an unknown man on my right.I asked them if they'd seen my ultrasound pics.They both said no.I took them out of my purse and began to look through them.The 1st two were of a little girl about age 8 with long brown hair and braces,the others were of a blonde woman showing off her pregnant belly.I was very confused and for some reason thought these were pics of a dead mother and daughter.Just then I look at the doorway and the grim reaper is standing there.He glides towards me and i throw the pics at him.He takes both my hands.I scream for Kaleb to help me but he can't hear me.I tell the grim reaper that I can't die that i have kids and a baby on the way.He says ok and lets go of me,he says there may be some damage though.I ask if I will live to see my baby be born.He says yes but that i may not make it through the night after that but if i do that i will live for a long time.I wake up with a jerk trying to catch my breathe.

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