I got some awesome news today.Kaleb,my very best friend for the past 12 yrs is getting released early from prison!!He was suppose to serve another year but his mom emailed me today and said they've scheduled is release for june.I'm so happy!Life hasn't been the same w/o my best friend.He and I are just as close as Matt and I were,just in a different way.I'm so glad that he'll get to meet my new son like 2 months after he's born instead of missing his whole 1st yr of life.My other 2 boys are close to Kaleb so this is just perfect.I had been missing him ALOT lately, hearing this today has made me feel better then I have in a long time.

When I was a little girl one of my favorite past times was sky-gazing.
I'd lay on a nice,soft,grassy bank and close my eyes for a moment,feel the breeze across my face and try to guess what scent it had brought my way.
Mmm,the sweet honeysuckle that grew in my neighborhood.
I'd open my eyes and watch the clouds drift by.
Oh that one looks like a unicorn!
There's a wizard,and a castle!
I'd imagine the wizard swooping down on the unicorn through the clouds,and taking me away to the castle where I'd see such beauty and magick.
I truly believed the world was whatever I made it to be.
Then soon the sky would grow dark and home I'd go.
Years passed...
Now it seems the world is doing the gazing,making me out to be whatever it is they see.
I see her this way.
I see her that way.
Where'd my castle go?

This is the latest ultrasound pic taken on valentine's day.He has both hands beside his face.The little circle on the right is his elbow and his hand is right above his eye.The big circle at the bottom is his belly.He weighs 2lbs.11oz and is doing perfect so far!The dr is gonna take him 3 wks early though cause my blood pressure is kinda high and my back really can't take much more,it's pretty painful.So if he's born at exactly 37wks he'll be born on april 20,4/20.Matt would've really gotten a kick outta that one...