Well,i've been gone for a bit and for the handful of you out there that actually read my blog,i've got some crazy news...sept 8 i found out i'm having a baby.At first i didn't really know what to think,or feel because this was NOT planned,we used protection everytime.The first 3 days i freaked..cried and thought alot.In the past i never thought i'd ever consider abortion,i've always felt it should be legal and all,just never thought i could do it.I was right,i couldnt do it,but i did think about it for a whole 5 secs.Then i thought what if i had aborted my other children,all the amazing memories i would've missed.So now it's been a few weeks and i'm excited about it all.Looking at baby clothes,rubbing my already bigger belly(quite a bump for only the 2nd month!),and wondering if it will be a boy or girl,i'm prayin for a girl since i have 2 boys already.I even have the names picked out,Matthew for a boy,Madeline for a girl,after my best friend.I go to my 1st dr appt. tuesday to find out exactly how far along i am and maybe hear the heartbeat.I'll keep everyone posted :)
posted by amber at 5:26 PM
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we've talked about marriage and decided to wait til after the baby's born..one stressful thing at a time!
gsd-matt was in love with me but i didn't share those kind of feelings but he was my soulmate.we had a very close bond,i looked up to him,he taught me alot.we were kinda like twins in that we knew what each other was thinking and feeling.
hallo,nj,and courtney-thanks for the compliment,i've been trying to write more lately but think i've hit a writers block,it happens every few months but i promise as soon as something comes to me,i'll post it! :)
muffy:thanks,i do plan on calling her maddy,if it's a girl,it's what i often called matt,"my matty"
Oh darling I am very happy for you! Madeline is an absolutely fabulous name and I hope that the pregnancy goes all right. I really have only the best wishes for you as you are a great person and a wonderful writer. I will keep you in my prayers and I just know that you will have a beautiful daughter, or a very handsome boy. Good luck on moving too! I am glad you are getting a better place, you and your new child deserve it.
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