hippierave

Sunday, May 07, 2006

for those of you with good vision that's a tattoo of a star under my right eye,not a mole,lol

Ash. said...: you're very pretty. :)

and i appreciate your comments on my blog. and i know i'm so lucky that i will be able to see them again, but right now the pain of leaving is so new and raw. i left on wednesday and i've talked to my roommate every day since. on the phone and online. it's just funny to me because first semester this year was terrible. things were awful between us and i was ready to move out and never talk to her again. i've grown up a lot, i think, and learned to deal with things differently, because i know that the way i dealt with them wasn't healthy or productive. living with her taught me a lot. mostly i think i realized how much i do love her and that she and i are part of the same person. i honestly don't know what i'd do if something happened to her. i'm so lucky for her. i think that girl probably loves me more than anyone on the planet. thank you for reading and offering nice words. i really do appreciate it. and i know it hurts so much to lose someone, and i'm not going to so presumptuous as to say he'd want you to move on and be happy, but if he loved you as much as you love him, i bet he does. they say time heals all wounds. i'm not sure that's true, but i think over time the pain will ease. and he'll be there with you, always, protecting and guiding you.; 7:30 PM